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i know i should really update this but before i forget i just have to write this down because, at least for me, it explains so much... say there is a girl you like, but you know you cant have her so instead (maybe subconscious) you dream or fantasise of what could happen. this dream is more attractive than the reality and as such you focus on that dream, unable to rid it from your mind because that dream is as perfect as you want it. that's our [mankind's] problem, we always dream, we always create fantasies. when you enter a relationship with another person alot of the time people get fed up of it, it seems dull and uninteresting over tim

heya all, yeah i figured my last entry was kinda depressing so ive decided to update it, and several things have happened since the last entry so its about that time again, heh... well christmas has been and gone and honestly it seams pretty far away, i guess a lot of things have happened. actually that is how we judge time, well my theory anyway, depending on how many things happen can make something long or shorter (yeah i like random outbursts, its good) this is always the way it is, i go to change track or answer an msn convo, get distracted and completely lose track of my writings here, which accounts for the many started yet unfinished

this is the ramblings of a mad man, only bother to read if you have a long time and a clear head thatsd cool with being toyd with. unscripted, unplanned unedited (except spelling i supose) nope, spelling sucks. i hate it, i cant be bothered to spell check. dont know about the rest of you, but firefoxs spell check it totaly useless, it gives massivly out proportionate spelling yet you only need 1 letter to change to the correct spelling. it can be so stupod. meh. artist style, once developed the only thing that diferentiates them is how faces are drawn. im talking about the basics not line style or medium, the art style, such as manga comic